Why Suicide?

In my life so far have had 2 suicides close to me. One very close the other bit further away. It’s surprising the impact and the surprise as for some you might understand or know but other you got no clue. So you thought life […]

Coincidence… or not?

Today got up early in the morning. Plan was to walk in the Forrest and desert like place on the Veluwe in the Netherlands. Wanted to bring my son of 7, so we both got up 06:15 CET. Also Zubeyde woke up, my wife and […]

I want it differently…

Good morning, how are you today? Do you know the feeling or the thought, and you look back on the week, the year and trying to look ahead. You watch yourself going to the office each day. You wake up. Not in the mood to […]

Deep or rockbottom

It is early in the morning. Wake up, look at the clock 04.40. Thoughts like a waterfall of negativity….. Trying to sleep, laying, turning, sighing…. Can’t get to sleep, at last I fall asleep for a little bit. Then I wake up again 07:25. Not […]

Welcome, what do you need?

Hello welcome at iamyourcoach What brought you here? What are you looking for? What do you need? In what are you blocked? Recognise the thought, feeling Do you recognise the feeling or thought, I no longer want how this goes. Tomorrow will get up on […]

Food for thought

Evening, Today stumbled upon music from Mike and the Mechanics. The songs called The Living Years. The lyrics hit me. It’s about not lingering in conflicts, wanting to be right cause when you do this, you disturb the future with those persons. In this case […]


Good morning world, it’s Friday. The day before the weekend (unless you are working in shifts or …. A truck driver or for example in a Restaurant…..?) In short there are many jobs in which people do not work the standard 5 working days and […]

Morning from US, New Jersey

GGood morning it’s now 03:23 AM in the US. Just woke up at CET time which is 08:31 in Amsterdam. Have you ever had the experience you are in a totally different place in the world and you feel totally at home? Thought to myself […]